4-06-2007
An angel u r to me,
ur kindness I m blinded by.
Ur feather soft touch,
makes ma heart go mad.
Ocean of ur love,
I shall sink in n neva return.
Ma heart beats 4 u.
N it shall die in wait 4 u.
A frnd of mine,
u claim to be,
yet ma heart,
u understand not.
Bothered not of ma feelings,
u remain.
But ur feelings,
I m bothered bout.
Neva will I hurt Ya,
nor ur feelings shall I pinch.
To love ya more tan God,
I shall pledge to my demise.
-HèærT ßrØkéÑ PøéT-
Monday, June 4, 2007
Thursday, May 31, 2007
here it continues.sorry for repeat poems :(
30-05-2007
Deep in ur thoughts,
lost I am.
In the ocean of ur love,
a broken ship I am.
So vast is ur love,
an ocean it is.
To sink in it,
is all that i seek.
Mightier than pen,
is love i belive.
A reason for mutiny
against fate n destiny
I belive.
Ready to twist ma fate,
ma life is for U.
I hope its not late,
to seek the love in U.
Deep in ur heart,
ders love in it.
for me it is I can sense it.
But ma actions
is wat U fear.
Ur fear I respect dear.
Ur love for a day,
is lik an Year.
In ma grave all i rejoice,
shall be that lone Year.
-HèærT ßrØkéÑ PøéT-
Deep in ur thoughts,
lost I am.
In the ocean of ur love,
a broken ship I am.
So vast is ur love,
an ocean it is.
To sink in it,
is all that i seek.
Mightier than pen,
is love i belive.
A reason for mutiny
against fate n destiny
I belive.
Ready to twist ma fate,
ma life is for U.
I hope its not late,
to seek the love in U.
Deep in ur heart,
ders love in it.
for me it is I can sense it.
But ma actions
is wat U fear.
Ur fear I respect dear.
Ur love for a day,
is lik an Year.
In ma grave all i rejoice,
shall be that lone Year.
-HèærT ßrØkéÑ PøéT-
well..... ma heart broken poems continue...hehehehe
3-05-2007
Priosoner of love I am,
to bail me only u can.
Not ur body I LOve,
but its ur heart I desire.
Ur kind smile,
wid an angels eye.
Makes my heart strut,
n at my wit's end I am.
Mind of a Queen,
wid a slender arm.
A perfect match,
of brain n beauty u possess.
Ur round face,
n d heart of Venus.
Proveth a sycophant art thee,
Goddess of love indeed.
Ur feet and lips,
feather smooth
n honey sweet.
Trust me wid ur love,
eternity shall be mine.
-HèærT ßrØkéÑ PøéT-
Priosoner of love I am,
to bail me only u can.
Not ur body I LOve,
but its ur heart I desire.
Ur kind smile,
wid an angels eye.
Makes my heart strut,
n at my wit's end I am.
Mind of a Queen,
wid a slender arm.
A perfect match,
of brain n beauty u possess.
Ur round face,
n d heart of Venus.
Proveth a sycophant art thee,
Goddess of love indeed.
Ur feet and lips,
feather smooth
n honey sweet.
Trust me wid ur love,
eternity shall be mine.
-HèærT ßrØkéÑ PøéT-
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
another poem....
29-05-2007
Prisoner of love i am,to bail me only u can.
not ur body i love,
but its ur heart i desire.
ur kind smile,
wid an angels eye.
Makes my heart strut,
n at my wit's end i am.
mind of a Queen,
wid a slender arm.
A perfect match,
of brain n beauty u possess.
ur round face,
n d heart of Venus.
proveth a sycophant art thee
Goddess of Love indeed.
ur feet and lips,
feather smooth n honey sweet.
Trust me wid ur love,
n eternity shall be mine.
-HèærT ßrØkéÑ PøéT-
Prisoner of love i am,to bail me only u can.
not ur body i love,
but its ur heart i desire.
ur kind smile,
wid an angels eye.
Makes my heart strut,
n at my wit's end i am.
mind of a Queen,
wid a slender arm.
A perfect match,
of brain n beauty u possess.
ur round face,
n d heart of Venus.
proveth a sycophant art thee
Goddess of Love indeed.
ur feet and lips,
feather smooth n honey sweet.
Trust me wid ur love,
n eternity shall be mine.
-HèærT ßrØkéÑ PøéT-
Monday, May 28, 2007
here is another
28-05-2007
Everyday i wait,
in front of her homely gate.
She cares not,
but i shall forget her not.
I proposed her,
wid a red rose in hand.
She accepts the rose,
but paints it yellow.
I ask her out on a date,
she obliges n 7pm v shall meet.
I wait dressed in ma 3 piece,
but der she gets her sister along.
I know not,
if she recognises my love.
Or is she bound by traditions.
All i need is her LOVE to fill me.
Wen i grow old,
if ma memory recalls nothing,
her name shall always,
rebound within...
Everyday i wait,
in front of her homely gate.
She cares not,
but i shall forget her not.
I proposed her,
wid a red rose in hand.
She accepts the rose,
but paints it yellow.
I ask her out on a date,
she obliges n 7pm v shall meet.
I wait dressed in ma 3 piece,
but der she gets her sister along.
I know not,
if she recognises my love.
Or is she bound by traditions.
All i need is her LOVE to fill me.
Wen i grow old,
if ma memory recalls nothing,
her name shall always,
rebound within...
Sunday, May 27, 2007
MA POEM HERE IT COMES...
27-05-2007
SO AFTER A LONG TIME I FOUND ENUF TIME TO COME TO A CAFE N CHK MA BLOG.SO HERE I START OFF WID MA NEW JOBLESS TIME KILLER. POEMS[:)]
UR REPLY I AWAIT,
WID HOPES ALIGHT.
YEARS HAVE GONE BY,
ON TIS EAGER WAIT.
UR TIME TO REASON,
I RESPECT.
BUT MY IMPATIENCE,
I CANNOT STAND.
UR RESPONSE IN A YES,
N ETERNITY I SHALL REACH.
DROWNING IN UR LOVE,
A ROAD TO HEAVEN IT IS.
UR NO FOR A RESPONSE,
N SHAME IT SHALL BE.
NOT WORTHY OF UR LOVE,
IT SHALL PROOVE TO BE.
LET TRADITIONS NOT HINDER,
UR RATIONAL THINKING.
LOVE BINDS TRADITIONS BUT,
TRADITIONS NEVER BIND LOVE.
NEVER SHALL I BETRAY U,
LOVE NOR UR FAITH I SHALL HURT.
A PROMISE I MAKE TO U,
MY QUEEN U SHALL BE.
SO AFTER A LONG TIME I FOUND ENUF TIME TO COME TO A CAFE N CHK MA BLOG.SO HERE I START OFF WID MA NEW JOBLESS TIME KILLER. POEMS[:)]
UR REPLY I AWAIT,
WID HOPES ALIGHT.
YEARS HAVE GONE BY,
ON TIS EAGER WAIT.
UR TIME TO REASON,
I RESPECT.
BUT MY IMPATIENCE,
I CANNOT STAND.
UR RESPONSE IN A YES,
N ETERNITY I SHALL REACH.
DROWNING IN UR LOVE,
A ROAD TO HEAVEN IT IS.
UR NO FOR A RESPONSE,
N SHAME IT SHALL BE.
NOT WORTHY OF UR LOVE,
IT SHALL PROOVE TO BE.
LET TRADITIONS NOT HINDER,
UR RATIONAL THINKING.
LOVE BINDS TRADITIONS BUT,
TRADITIONS NEVER BIND LOVE.
NEVER SHALL I BETRAY U,
LOVE NOR UR FAITH I SHALL HURT.
A PROMISE I MAKE TO U,
MY QUEEN U SHALL BE.
Sunday, January 7, 2007
day goes by & doc sux!!!!!
11-02-2007
well it was a very borin day........ really borin except for the fact tat i woke up only at 11am bcoz of ma severe headache n pain in ma stomach.......... i went in for 2 pain killers(new ones).......... n yet till 12:30 as i was not feelin betta. we went to the doc n by 3:30pm i was almost ok.,........ the doc advised rest but i did the opposite... and went to the office.........
so a borin day in office at evenin so i was just doin all crap n decided to post on abhi's comm on all the topics.........
anywasy in the evening the doc called wid results sayin i have a problem wid ma liver.......he said sum shit sayin it was alrit but i shud avoid a list of tins, n finally alcohol, but as i m a muslim he din bother to stress on tat point coz i din drink(according to him)..well dis prob wid ma liver started rit after 10th results so its nothin new.but ma dad insisted on the docs advice.... which i started confrontin and had my way wid a treat at kfc(ma dad din argue much coz i was begginin to loose it n i am leavin saudi in 3weeks time)so he ws lik u will realise later don tell me...........
anyways i just had two words for the doc----->SUCK IT.........
so den i did a bit of studies n den slept at 12:30am as usual....
anyways good night n yeah ma ticket ready for 10th march!!!!!!!yipee,.....but gonna miss this fast n great life as far food n std of living is concerned.....
well it was a very borin day........ really borin except for the fact tat i woke up only at 11am bcoz of ma severe headache n pain in ma stomach.......... i went in for 2 pain killers(new ones).......... n yet till 12:30 as i was not feelin betta. we went to the doc n by 3:30pm i was almost ok.,........ the doc advised rest but i did the opposite... and went to the office.........
so a borin day in office at evenin so i was just doin all crap n decided to post on abhi's comm on all the topics.........
anywasy in the evening the doc called wid results sayin i have a problem wid ma liver.......he said sum shit sayin it was alrit but i shud avoid a list of tins, n finally alcohol, but as i m a muslim he din bother to stress on tat point coz i din drink(according to him)..well dis prob wid ma liver started rit after 10th results so its nothin new.but ma dad insisted on the docs advice.... which i started confrontin and had my way wid a treat at kfc(ma dad din argue much coz i was begginin to loose it n i am leavin saudi in 3weeks time)so he ws lik u will realise later don tell me...........
anyways i just had two words for the doc----->SUCK IT.........
so den i did a bit of studies n den slept at 12:30am as usual....
anyways good night n yeah ma ticket ready for 10th march!!!!!!!yipee,.....but gonna miss this fast n great life as far food n std of living is concerned.....
oh makin frnds........
10-02-2007
today was a funny day............ i woke up as usual at 7 am...... went to office....... no much action der n since no tutions i had a big tasty value meal frm mc donalds...... n den i decided i wud make sum frnds on orkut so went on adding all sania fans frm sania fan club.. den i added a gal frm puttur named geetz , had a chat wid her den wid aapss.......... dey wer all happy to help me increase ma frnd list.........
anyways not till evening did i have fun wen Atherity turned up n was tellin me tat its my mistake i expect ppl to understand me but i don try to understand....... fist i ws not interested in tat talk(considering tat i m subborn at times)......... but once i reached home i was tinkin lik myself.......
anyways after Ather Abhi turned up n i enquired abt Rhea, n he said tat she was betta.anyways i told him sum secret to help me out........ hope he does....
after tat i saw rhea scrap me (infact she scrapped long back) sayin she ws betta now n she was all thanx for my concern...........
after all tat left for home,............
i cudnt study as i had an other out break of ma head ache......... hope its alrit by tommorow...................
today was a funny day............ i woke up as usual at 7 am...... went to office....... no much action der n since no tutions i had a big tasty value meal frm mc donalds...... n den i decided i wud make sum frnds on orkut so went on adding all sania fans frm sania fan club.. den i added a gal frm puttur named geetz , had a chat wid her den wid aapss.......... dey wer all happy to help me increase ma frnd list.........
anyways not till evening did i have fun wen Atherity turned up n was tellin me tat its my mistake i expect ppl to understand me but i don try to understand....... fist i ws not interested in tat talk(considering tat i m subborn at times)......... but once i reached home i was tinkin lik myself.......
anyways after Ather Abhi turned up n i enquired abt Rhea, n he said tat she was betta.anyways i told him sum secret to help me out........ hope he does....
after tat i saw rhea scrap me (infact she scrapped long back) sayin she ws betta now n she was all thanx for my concern...........
after all tat left for home,............
i cudnt study as i had an other out break of ma head ache......... hope its alrit by tommorow...................
poor rhea......
9-02-2007
oh the day was good i had a nice long nap till 11:30am....... woke up went to mosque(infact forced to)..den came back had a nice lunch , biryani infact wid chicken n mutton dishes .....den as i was takin rest the company supplier frm us gave a call n wanted to talk to all the partners at once........so had to go back to the office.n wat i discovered der was i forgot to shut down the pc........ man.the partners were upset........anyways i was happy i got a chance upload my blog.....
btw,
den abhi was online n so was rhea...... she is anice gal, she rems me by just 1 meetin n rems my name betta dan other classmates of mine who donno ma spellin..........
anyways i waas really sad wen i came to know tat she broke up wid her guy n tat he called he stuuf n crap.felt lik wackin he guy ....but donno how he is? anyways nxt year wen i go to dubai , will pay tat stinky a visit sazi style!!!!!
she asked abhi to meet her.......
n he agreed.
the rest is i felt sad the whole n8.i slept after lil study.wonderin y ppl end up wid broken heart in relationships.........
abhi is lucky n hope is always is.....
oh the day was good i had a nice long nap till 11:30am....... woke up went to mosque(infact forced to)..den came back had a nice lunch , biryani infact wid chicken n mutton dishes .....den as i was takin rest the company supplier frm us gave a call n wanted to talk to all the partners at once........so had to go back to the office.n wat i discovered der was i forgot to shut down the pc........ man.the partners were upset........anyways i was happy i got a chance upload my blog.....
btw,
den abhi was online n so was rhea...... she is anice gal, she rems me by just 1 meetin n rems my name betta dan other classmates of mine who donno ma spellin..........
anyways i waas really sad wen i came to know tat she broke up wid her guy n tat he called he stuuf n crap.felt lik wackin he guy ....but donno how he is? anyways nxt year wen i go to dubai , will pay tat stinky a visit sazi style!!!!!
she asked abhi to meet her.......
n he agreed.
the rest is i felt sad the whole n8.i slept after lil study.wonderin y ppl end up wid broken heart in relationships.........
abhi is lucky n hope is always is.....
i snapped after a long time, than to dez pain killers!!!!!!
8-02-2007
Ooh… got up wid so much of difficulty n giddy feeling tat I almost rolled over the steps while getting down frm ma apartments………
Anywyas … I went to orkut early in the morning n I was pissed to note tat ganesh my close frnd n brother lik guy deleted my post condemin the lecturers of sharada……… was in a confused mind n giddy wid all doz pain killers……… so I quit his comm. N decided to leave him…. But I was not myself .i snapped………… anyways later on in the eveniong all the guys wer askin to get to talking terms n I msged him….. but tat a** tat he is quit orkut………. Anyways I was just pissed the whole day I scrwed one of the customers for 1 riyals sake………….. he wa a bihari but a good guy…….. n poor guy faced ma wrath………… I din go vulgar, but made him uncomfortable wid ma speech……….anyways later on I was cooled down my sum pep talk frm vikram n abhi……. Den I went back home n had another two pain killers to numb the pain.it was a disastrous two days wid the mouth………. Anyways I learnt tat pain killers r not deadly , dey only numb ur body n can paralyse ya……. Tats all………..
Hhehehehheehe………. Btw I was felin good and den another day of dinner wid chicken tikka n buqari rice…… man…… ma daily food expenditures r nearly 500+ riyals…………. In India din spend 50 bucks in coffee day n now 500………….lolz…… life is changing……… n so is ma attitude……..
Studied till 12:30am n den crashed to sleep……….. btw
All u pals reading this, ALL I GOTTA SAY IS I CAN GIVE MA LIFE FOR YOU, IF ITS WORTH, I CAN FIGHT THE WORLD FOR YA, BUT PLZ PLZ NEVA EVA DITCH ME……… U R MY LIFE GUYS……….
And all the gals who tink I m a flirt……… lolz u r wrong………. I just try pullin ur leg not flirtin……….
I am ready to love any gal who likes me(even a negro) but the ting is tat no1 loves me!!!!!!!!!hehehehehehehe………………..hahahahhaa………….lozl
So Happy Bachelor!!!!!!! ;)
I m snappin……….
So all u gals plz don read below this……. It is WWE “Dx” style
--> Lets Get Ready To S**k It,
N if u r not done wid tat, we got Two Words For ya---> S**K IT
Bye
Ooh… got up wid so much of difficulty n giddy feeling tat I almost rolled over the steps while getting down frm ma apartments………
Anywyas … I went to orkut early in the morning n I was pissed to note tat ganesh my close frnd n brother lik guy deleted my post condemin the lecturers of sharada……… was in a confused mind n giddy wid all doz pain killers……… so I quit his comm. N decided to leave him…. But I was not myself .i snapped………… anyways later on in the eveniong all the guys wer askin to get to talking terms n I msged him….. but tat a** tat he is quit orkut………. Anyways I was just pissed the whole day I scrwed one of the customers for 1 riyals sake………….. he wa a bihari but a good guy…….. n poor guy faced ma wrath………… I din go vulgar, but made him uncomfortable wid ma speech……….anyways later on I was cooled down my sum pep talk frm vikram n abhi……. Den I went back home n had another two pain killers to numb the pain.it was a disastrous two days wid the mouth………. Anyways I learnt tat pain killers r not deadly , dey only numb ur body n can paralyse ya……. Tats all………..
Hhehehehheehe………. Btw I was felin good and den another day of dinner wid chicken tikka n buqari rice…… man…… ma daily food expenditures r nearly 500+ riyals…………. In India din spend 50 bucks in coffee day n now 500………….lolz…… life is changing……… n so is ma attitude……..
Studied till 12:30am n den crashed to sleep……….. btw
All u pals reading this, ALL I GOTTA SAY IS I CAN GIVE MA LIFE FOR YOU, IF ITS WORTH, I CAN FIGHT THE WORLD FOR YA, BUT PLZ PLZ NEVA EVA DITCH ME……… U R MY LIFE GUYS……….
And all the gals who tink I m a flirt……… lolz u r wrong………. I just try pullin ur leg not flirtin……….
I am ready to love any gal who likes me(even a negro) but the ting is tat no1 loves me!!!!!!!!!hehehehehehehe………………..hahahahhaa………….lozl
So Happy Bachelor!!!!!!! ;)
I m snappin……….
So all u gals plz don read below this……. It is WWE “Dx” style
--> Lets Get Ready To S**k It,
N if u r not done wid tat, we got Two Words For ya---> S**K IT
Bye
COMMITING SUICIDE WIDOUT MA KNOWLEDGE???????LOLZ
7-02-2007
I HAVE NO IDEA WAT I M DOING TO MYSELF……… ANYWAYS WOKE UP AT 7AM REACHED OFFICE AND IT TURNED OUT TO BE ANOTHER BORING DAY….IT HAPPENED TO B BORING TILL I HAD A CHAT WID VIKRAM OWNER OF A3 ARTHAS………. IT’S AN A3 SERVER TAT HE OWNS, IT’S A SECRET BECAUSE OF SIFY’S EXITING CONTRACT WID A3…….
HE IS OF MA AGE N HE’S GOT AN SEAT IN UNIVERSITY OF CAMBRIDGE…….. JUST COZ HE MADE HIS OWN SERVER AND IMPROVED A3 ……… HE HAS GOT AN SEAT FOR BACHELORS IN CS AND GAMING ETC,ETC……….. MAN, HE IS A GREAT INSIPIRATION TO ME AND MY SO CALLED GURU LIKE ATTITUDE…………
HE SAID MANY TINGS LIK I SHUD TAKE THE INITIATIVE MYSELF N SUM TIPS ABT HIS SUCCESS……………. HE IS NOT AT ALL SELFISH. A GREAT PERSON TO MEET……….
A NYWAYS AFTER LUNCH HAD A CHAT WID MADDY SHE WAS STILL SAD TAT I STILL DIN QUIT, BUT WAS HAPPY TAT WAS HAPPY TAT I DIN HIDE ABT SMOKIN IN MA BLOG TRIN TO B A HIPOCRAT.HAD A GOOD CHAT N DEN SHE HAD TO GO …… SHE WAS ALSO SAYIN ABT TAJ MAHAL BEING ROMANTIC TAN PARIS………SO WEN SHE LOGGED OUT ASKED HER TO MEET UP IN AGRA:p……….LOL
ANYWAYS IN THE EVENING WHILE HAVIN A BITE AT THE SHAWARMA I BIT MA JAW AND GUM AT THE BACK OF MA MOUTH(BACK MEANS TO THE EXTREME END)….
ANYWAYS IT VERY PAINFULL N SUM HOW I MANAGED TILL 9:30PM.WHILE GOIN HOME BROUGHT A STRIP OF PAIN KILLERS(10 IN A STRIP)
I ASKED FOR THE MOST POWERFUL PAIN KILLER AND THE GUY SAID TAT PAIN WUD EASE IN 15MINS…….. I HAD ONE N AFTER ABOUT 20MINS WEN THE PAIN DIN EASE SO I TOOK ANOTHER N ANOTHER N ENDED UP TAKIN 6 IN A ROW…… N SUDDENLY THE PAIN EASED BUT I WENT ALL NUMB AND DROWZY N I I LOST ALL SENSATION FOR ONCE…FOR ONCE I KNEW WAT I DID 6 PAIN KILLERS AT ONCE.. I DIN KNOW WAT WER THE CONSEQUENCES GONNA B... BUT ………..........N DEN I WAS SLEEPIN ON MA COUCH.MA DAD DIN C ME IN MA ROOM……….
NOTE:-
I AM POSTIN THIS ONE DAY LATE I M RITIN THIS BLOG ON 8-02-2007/……
BUT WEN I OPENED MY EYS IT WAS MORININ……… AND I WAS STILL DROWZY…….
I HAVE NO IDEA WAT I M DOING TO MYSELF……… ANYWAYS WOKE UP AT 7AM REACHED OFFICE AND IT TURNED OUT TO BE ANOTHER BORING DAY….IT HAPPENED TO B BORING TILL I HAD A CHAT WID VIKRAM OWNER OF A3 ARTHAS………. IT’S AN A3 SERVER TAT HE OWNS, IT’S A SECRET BECAUSE OF SIFY’S EXITING CONTRACT WID A3…….
HE IS OF MA AGE N HE’S GOT AN SEAT IN UNIVERSITY OF CAMBRIDGE…….. JUST COZ HE MADE HIS OWN SERVER AND IMPROVED A3 ……… HE HAS GOT AN SEAT FOR BACHELORS IN CS AND GAMING ETC,ETC……….. MAN, HE IS A GREAT INSIPIRATION TO ME AND MY SO CALLED GURU LIKE ATTITUDE…………
HE SAID MANY TINGS LIK I SHUD TAKE THE INITIATIVE MYSELF N SUM TIPS ABT HIS SUCCESS……………. HE IS NOT AT ALL SELFISH. A GREAT PERSON TO MEET……….
A NYWAYS AFTER LUNCH HAD A CHAT WID MADDY SHE WAS STILL SAD TAT I STILL DIN QUIT, BUT WAS HAPPY TAT WAS HAPPY TAT I DIN HIDE ABT SMOKIN IN MA BLOG TRIN TO B A HIPOCRAT.HAD A GOOD CHAT N DEN SHE HAD TO GO …… SHE WAS ALSO SAYIN ABT TAJ MAHAL BEING ROMANTIC TAN PARIS………SO WEN SHE LOGGED OUT ASKED HER TO MEET UP IN AGRA:p……….LOL
ANYWAYS IN THE EVENING WHILE HAVIN A BITE AT THE SHAWARMA I BIT MA JAW AND GUM AT THE BACK OF MA MOUTH(BACK MEANS TO THE EXTREME END)….
ANYWAYS IT VERY PAINFULL N SUM HOW I MANAGED TILL 9:30PM.WHILE GOIN HOME BROUGHT A STRIP OF PAIN KILLERS(10 IN A STRIP)
I ASKED FOR THE MOST POWERFUL PAIN KILLER AND THE GUY SAID TAT PAIN WUD EASE IN 15MINS…….. I HAD ONE N AFTER ABOUT 20MINS WEN THE PAIN DIN EASE SO I TOOK ANOTHER N ANOTHER N ENDED UP TAKIN 6 IN A ROW…… N SUDDENLY THE PAIN EASED BUT I WENT ALL NUMB AND DROWZY N I I LOST ALL SENSATION FOR ONCE…FOR ONCE I KNEW WAT I DID 6 PAIN KILLERS AT ONCE.. I DIN KNOW WAT WER THE CONSEQUENCES GONNA B... BUT ………..........N DEN I WAS SLEEPIN ON MA COUCH.MA DAD DIN C ME IN MA ROOM……….
NOTE:-
I AM POSTIN THIS ONE DAY LATE I M RITIN THIS BLOG ON 8-02-2007/……
BUT WEN I OPENED MY EYS IT WAS MORININ……… AND I WAS STILL DROWZY…….
who is it in the middle of the night?????
6-02-2007
Wat the heck is goin on??????// who is trin to get in at 3:30am…..(this is ma fist tots as I was awakened by the banging on the door n the bell being rung continuously…….
Well I soon found out tat it was dad who cudnt get in coz I left the key in the keyhole of the door…… so ma dad cudnt get it to open……
Man I cursed ma self for being so clumsy leavin the key on the door..
Anyways I just had an other hours sleep b4 I grew restless wid fresh taunts frm within me havin a go abt me being a double failure……… so I went an watched sum tv (al-jazeera) ……… after dat I fell asleep again b4 ma dad woke me up to get to office…….. man, cursed myself for bringin this reckless n8 upon my self……
After dat in the office it was a pretty boring day except tat I had a go at a tamilian guy who borrowed our ladder for 10mins n din return for atleast 4days………. The company balance showed 200riyals shrt coz of the missin ladder……. I exp[lained tat I lent it for 10mins n the bas**rd din return………. I cudnt ask so far since he din open his new shop for 2 days already....it was around 4:30pm n I quit the tuitions btw……. So I came n had a go at this idio-syncrotic fool…….i asked him wer the hell he was and wat he was he doin wid the ladder dez many days..i asked him to return the ladder immediately, on which he said tat he will do so in 10mins.,….. I said I cant w8 10days., he said I told 10mins n not days. I said u donno the diff between mins n days.. so don waste ma time,……. Customers will soon b comin., return it now.n bring it to ma shop, I wont carry it……….
So der was this look on his face which said tat he wanted to wack me rit on ma nose…….
Anyways.. it was a borin day. Except tat in the morning had a chat wid kirti who is now a good frnd of mine,……….
Anyways went home……….. started studying at 11:30pm finished at 12:30am…………… n den I crashed to sleep……today no sharada dreams………
Wat the heck is goin on??????// who is trin to get in at 3:30am…..(this is ma fist tots as I was awakened by the banging on the door n the bell being rung continuously…….
Well I soon found out tat it was dad who cudnt get in coz I left the key in the keyhole of the door…… so ma dad cudnt get it to open……
Man I cursed ma self for being so clumsy leavin the key on the door..
Anyways I just had an other hours sleep b4 I grew restless wid fresh taunts frm within me havin a go abt me being a double failure……… so I went an watched sum tv (al-jazeera) ……… after dat I fell asleep again b4 ma dad woke me up to get to office…….. man, cursed myself for bringin this reckless n8 upon my self……
After dat in the office it was a pretty boring day except tat I had a go at a tamilian guy who borrowed our ladder for 10mins n din return for atleast 4days………. The company balance showed 200riyals shrt coz of the missin ladder……. I exp[lained tat I lent it for 10mins n the bas**rd din return………. I cudnt ask so far since he din open his new shop for 2 days already....it was around 4:30pm n I quit the tuitions btw……. So I came n had a go at this idio-syncrotic fool…….i asked him wer the hell he was and wat he was he doin wid the ladder dez many days..i asked him to return the ladder immediately, on which he said tat he will do so in 10mins.,….. I said I cant w8 10days., he said I told 10mins n not days. I said u donno the diff between mins n days.. so don waste ma time,……. Customers will soon b comin., return it now.n bring it to ma shop, I wont carry it……….
So der was this look on his face which said tat he wanted to wack me rit on ma nose…….
Anyways.. it was a borin day. Except tat in the morning had a chat wid kirti who is now a good frnd of mine,……….
Anyways went home……….. started studying at 11:30pm finished at 12:30am…………… n den I crashed to sleep……today no sharada dreams………
The final ciggis in saudi!!!!!!!!!!!!!
5-02-2007
AAAAAAAAHHHH….
This is how I woke up today, all the taunts by princy laughing at my failure and during the second re-examination also havin a go at my misery …….. yuck and wt more 4am in morning my dad had awakened me, coz he had to go Jeddah for completing the purchase order(po) worth 47000riyals……. So we got ready and I got in to one of ma cargoes, so tat I could slip in the Davidoff n Marlboro packet widout ma dad makin out…. Well this will b the second last time I will b smoking a ciggi in saudi n prolly one of the few I will smoke b4 I ban myself frm smoking(mind it ban, n not quit)…….. anyways dad dropped me at the office and again I was the only 1 since rest r on various plants around the town wid project completion orders………
So ma dad left at 6:30am frm the office n I had a fag early on at 7:am …… Davidoff was great(sad I gotta leave all tat)… anyways had ma breakfast n den did sum trading so I made 100bucks b4 11am.n den I sent a nearby bangali guy to get me sum chewing gums n a few fruit drinks………n not to forget ma favourite laban……………..
After tat around 12:30pm one of the partners brought be a broast frm AL-Baik.,…
But b4 I cud put mna hands to it ma frnd sahana was online n her other frnd nimmi also came online around the same time widin 10mins…… anyways I was askin abt sahana’s roommate anu whom I chated wid, the other day.so sahana named me Mr.Flirt..lolz…….. anyways … nimmi was irritated by me initially n I made up n she labelled me Mr.humour..lolz……… so I asked em to call me Mr.Humours flirt.( this was a pj):P……….
Well v chatted an it was around 2:45pm wen dey said they wud leave n den sahana tried playin one of ma own tricks, she said tat she din wanna talk to me coz I was telling bad abt her to nimmi……. N I was confused…….. anyways tat crap lasted for 5mins n dey went of the record(offline)……….
Den I had a round of 8 Davidoff n 2 Marlboro n by now I was almost knocked n went to sleep in the company’s partners cabin……… I had borught ma pillow n bedsheet as I needed an afternoon nap. But this was not a nap this was a knockout punch……. Wid difficulty I put ma statuss busy as knocked out by 8 Davidoff …..
It was 3:45pm n I had just 20mins to recover but it was not enuf as I managed to stand on ma foot only at 4:50pm.opened the shop again……… n den just was chattin wid vikram n den he was bz n went offline …….. so I just had another Davidoff n 2 remaining Marlboro……….. n waited for sum1 to drop me home as dad wudnt reach home by 12:30am……. So around 10:30pm ma dad’s fnd dropped me home, I purchased buqari rice n half chicken roasted……..
Had ma dinner n was watchin al jazeera intl(english) n der was nice interview by this lady …. She was interveiwin a coca cola asia incharge abt the controversy coke is facin in India ova pesticide n extra water being used by the coke co..
Anyways she had him stuneed n he had no cover but he sum how managed to stay put till the show got ova……. It ws 12 already n b4 goin to sleep dad informed tat he will reach only by 2:30am at the earliest…………..
Now I almost crashed to sleep b4 I had an hearty laugh at kp’s face lurkin at the back of mymind……….den it reminded me of tat fierce battle wid kp I had in class wen I argued n made him loose his patience tat the body building money tried to slap me I sum how managed to block(I was shaken by tat…) I just managed to get back again on ma feet b4 I said tat being a lecturer he has no right to touch me physically n he said get out respondin to tat I said thank u. its bettya outside.(I said it in kanada English) monkey doesn’t understand English…….. guess I was sleepin at this point………
AAAAAAAAHHHH….
This is how I woke up today, all the taunts by princy laughing at my failure and during the second re-examination also havin a go at my misery …….. yuck and wt more 4am in morning my dad had awakened me, coz he had to go Jeddah for completing the purchase order(po) worth 47000riyals……. So we got ready and I got in to one of ma cargoes, so tat I could slip in the Davidoff n Marlboro packet widout ma dad makin out…. Well this will b the second last time I will b smoking a ciggi in saudi n prolly one of the few I will smoke b4 I ban myself frm smoking(mind it ban, n not quit)…….. anyways dad dropped me at the office and again I was the only 1 since rest r on various plants around the town wid project completion orders………
So ma dad left at 6:30am frm the office n I had a fag early on at 7:am …… Davidoff was great(sad I gotta leave all tat)… anyways had ma breakfast n den did sum trading so I made 100bucks b4 11am.n den I sent a nearby bangali guy to get me sum chewing gums n a few fruit drinks………n not to forget ma favourite laban……………..
After tat around 12:30pm one of the partners brought be a broast frm AL-Baik.,…
But b4 I cud put mna hands to it ma frnd sahana was online n her other frnd nimmi also came online around the same time widin 10mins…… anyways I was askin abt sahana’s roommate anu whom I chated wid, the other day.so sahana named me Mr.Flirt..lolz…….. anyways … nimmi was irritated by me initially n I made up n she labelled me Mr.humour..lolz……… so I asked em to call me Mr.Humours flirt.( this was a pj):P……….
Well v chatted an it was around 2:45pm wen dey said they wud leave n den sahana tried playin one of ma own tricks, she said tat she din wanna talk to me coz I was telling bad abt her to nimmi……. N I was confused…….. anyways tat crap lasted for 5mins n dey went of the record(offline)……….
Den I had a round of 8 Davidoff n 2 Marlboro n by now I was almost knocked n went to sleep in the company’s partners cabin……… I had borught ma pillow n bedsheet as I needed an afternoon nap. But this was not a nap this was a knockout punch……. Wid difficulty I put ma statuss busy as knocked out by 8 Davidoff …..
It was 3:45pm n I had just 20mins to recover but it was not enuf as I managed to stand on ma foot only at 4:50pm.opened the shop again……… n den just was chattin wid vikram n den he was bz n went offline …….. so I just had another Davidoff n 2 remaining Marlboro……….. n waited for sum1 to drop me home as dad wudnt reach home by 12:30am……. So around 10:30pm ma dad’s fnd dropped me home, I purchased buqari rice n half chicken roasted……..
Had ma dinner n was watchin al jazeera intl(english) n der was nice interview by this lady …. She was interveiwin a coca cola asia incharge abt the controversy coke is facin in India ova pesticide n extra water being used by the coke co..
Anyways she had him stuneed n he had no cover but he sum how managed to stay put till the show got ova……. It ws 12 already n b4 goin to sleep dad informed tat he will reach only by 2:30am at the earliest…………..
Now I almost crashed to sleep b4 I had an hearty laugh at kp’s face lurkin at the back of mymind……….den it reminded me of tat fierce battle wid kp I had in class wen I argued n made him loose his patience tat the body building money tried to slap me I sum how managed to block(I was shaken by tat…) I just managed to get back again on ma feet b4 I said tat being a lecturer he has no right to touch me physically n he said get out respondin to tat I said thank u. its bettya outside.(I said it in kanada English) monkey doesn’t understand English…….. guess I was sleepin at this point………
old memories were memorable!!!!! but, wer dey sweet????
4-02-2007
I woke up shivering at the tot of wat I had done??????/ I had apologised to a sharada lecturer.!!!!!! But den I needed to do sumtin to kill sajid….. sumtin symbolic……. Or the attitude n disgrace he has brought upon himself shall neva end………
Anyways today was a boring day, din get any1 online, just ajith tat too in the evening…..
The tutuion was a boredom lik hell…….. except tat I nearly crashed into tat burqa gal(idiot)……..
She was comin down frm tuitions n I was in a hurry as I was 30mins late,…….. but just as I climbed the steps this idiot burqa lady came outta the turn n almost crashed into me but my presence of mind helped me frm being touched by tat useless piece of sh**….
After tuitions din find any1 oionline………. So it was boring.. n den I asked ma dad to make a visa nxt year same time to dubai, planning of spending sum time wid abhi, if he is der den………..
After dat had dinner n just as I went to study n i happened to have glance of one of ma old notes(which I brought along frm India)I saw a markin of manorama who evidently din realise it was ma rough n signed sayin improve handritin in hindi……and den again I went to the world of sharada n der I stood back answerin monodrama n she makes me stand near the board wer sandip n me started laughin loudly n she was fed up n she made sandip sit n put me near the gals corner to stand n der I started to stare at sum 2nd A nerd onno her name n manu says tum bahut idhar udar dekne lage ho………
Lolz……. I said nahin mam.. sirk udhar dekh rahan hoon. Which I guess she din hear or pretended to not !!!!!!......
And den the nxt I rem was tat I was in the weird zoo animal’s class(kp)……. N I rem it was his first class n he wanted all to satnd straight n say present sir tat too loudly. Sum fu***g military scene he saw in 1960 kanada movies…. But den I said it casually n bent and he made me do it again n again n I just repeatyed tat .only straightin myself just a bit…….. n he was fed up.
N den ullal did d same tin……….. it was really funny class n frm den me n ullal wer his targets, but soon prasadh joined in and den abhi, n anand whom I had forced to join me outside the class for company!!!!!!!!!!
And I donno wen I fell asleep n crashed into the world of better dreams………
I woke up shivering at the tot of wat I had done??????/ I had apologised to a sharada lecturer.!!!!!! But den I needed to do sumtin to kill sajid….. sumtin symbolic……. Or the attitude n disgrace he has brought upon himself shall neva end………
Anyways today was a boring day, din get any1 online, just ajith tat too in the evening…..
The tutuion was a boredom lik hell…….. except tat I nearly crashed into tat burqa gal(idiot)……..
She was comin down frm tuitions n I was in a hurry as I was 30mins late,…….. but just as I climbed the steps this idiot burqa lady came outta the turn n almost crashed into me but my presence of mind helped me frm being touched by tat useless piece of sh**….
After tuitions din find any1 oionline………. So it was boring.. n den I asked ma dad to make a visa nxt year same time to dubai, planning of spending sum time wid abhi, if he is der den………..
After dat had dinner n just as I went to study n i happened to have glance of one of ma old notes(which I brought along frm India)I saw a markin of manorama who evidently din realise it was ma rough n signed sayin improve handritin in hindi……and den again I went to the world of sharada n der I stood back answerin monodrama n she makes me stand near the board wer sandip n me started laughin loudly n she was fed up n she made sandip sit n put me near the gals corner to stand n der I started to stare at sum 2nd A nerd onno her name n manu says tum bahut idhar udar dekne lage ho………
Lolz……. I said nahin mam.. sirk udhar dekh rahan hoon. Which I guess she din hear or pretended to not !!!!!!......
And den the nxt I rem was tat I was in the weird zoo animal’s class(kp)……. N I rem it was his first class n he wanted all to satnd straight n say present sir tat too loudly. Sum fu***g military scene he saw in 1960 kanada movies…. But den I said it casually n bent and he made me do it again n again n I just repeatyed tat .only straightin myself just a bit…….. n he was fed up.
N den ullal did d same tin……….. it was really funny class n frm den me n ullal wer his targets, but soon prasadh joined in and den abhi, n anand whom I had forced to join me outside the class for company!!!!!!!!!!
And I donno wen I fell asleep n crashed into the world of better dreams………
ANOTHER STEP TO KILL SAJID-----> READ TILL END TO KNOW.
03-02-2007
WAT a day ?????/ I tot it would be a great day , after all I had seen my gleaming face in the mirror early in the morning.lolz. Anyways it dint turn out to b a good day in all as far tots go………. i had an nice cup of brewed coffee! Den logged into the net to search for sum industrial tools frm outside….. n after dad went I logged into ma gmail n orkut…….(I hope u guys rem orkut is blocked here in this Saudi Arabiaàland of black gold)…………anyways the funniest part was wen I was in orkut. It showed sahana online but she scraped me long back n left widout loggin outta her gtalk ……… I din know tat she was offline , so I kept pmin to bug her into replyin.. n finally she said hi……. N asked who I was???????? So I tot it was her sis as usual who logged in to her account.. it din flash me tat she was usin he agnes hostel comp or wateva… so I was just sayin wat the ….. and the gal onm the other side was lik ok ok.don swear……. . evidently she was new to orkut n she was all confused n even worried if sahana cam to know tat she was in her acc…… but the entire ting struck me n I explained the poor confused gal who was complaining tat orkut was not giving her an good welcome……..anyways I had a bit of courtesy n welcomed her n she was a bit happy to meet sum 1 on orkut n she thanked me.later she told me her name was anu.n tat was how far it went wen she had to log off…… but sahana was still shown offline………….
After tat it was lunch time……. Headed straight back home n den went to tuitions….
After returnin at 5 I was very busy ………. I came online n neva chatted wid any1. after sallah wen I came online on gtalk maddy was all praises for my timing , I was happy but she was sarcastic abt my timing coz she was just bout to log off…….
Anyways she went offline den I chatted wid vikram who very sadly had a bad throat n was evidently weak n his replies were takin a long time in coming….
But den meanwhile wasim logged in n I sadi hi n waited for his reply…. Since I m changing I tot it wud symbolic to extend a hand of frndship to guy whom I neva considered worth……… anyways I apologetic abt ma behaviour n apologised to him n also he was all condoling n he had alook at ma blog……. N he was lik prasin for me doin a good job(personally donno wat sh** is der in this blog) …… den I did sumtin which I tink will shock the entire sharda group of frnds I have……..
I apologised to ravi prakash sir for being arrogant…….. I guess I m trin to change my self so I tink u need a bit of blessings frm lecturers no matter how evil or bit**y dey r……….so it was symbolic of me appologisin for my behaviour in coll.but I told him tat I was least srry widin my slef for wat I did, but frm lecturers point of view I appologise,……..
So tat really sums up my day coz den I went to Tazaj for inner n den I studied a bit.only 15mins……. N den crashed to sleep…….. b4 goin to sleep it seemed foreva .coz I was just floatin on tots abt ma apology to rp, after all wat I did was a show of retaliation to the bit**y money crazy institute…….. but den tat was an test of whether I cud kill the instincts of sajid n really b wat I want to b ------à a succesfull guy ,Sazi…….
WAT a day ?????/ I tot it would be a great day , after all I had seen my gleaming face in the mirror early in the morning.lolz. Anyways it dint turn out to b a good day in all as far tots go………. i had an nice cup of brewed coffee! Den logged into the net to search for sum industrial tools frm outside….. n after dad went I logged into ma gmail n orkut…….(I hope u guys rem orkut is blocked here in this Saudi Arabiaàland of black gold)…………anyways the funniest part was wen I was in orkut. It showed sahana online but she scraped me long back n left widout loggin outta her gtalk ……… I din know tat she was offline , so I kept pmin to bug her into replyin.. n finally she said hi……. N asked who I was???????? So I tot it was her sis as usual who logged in to her account.. it din flash me tat she was usin he agnes hostel comp or wateva… so I was just sayin wat the ….. and the gal onm the other side was lik ok ok.don swear……. . evidently she was new to orkut n she was all confused n even worried if sahana cam to know tat she was in her acc…… but the entire ting struck me n I explained the poor confused gal who was complaining tat orkut was not giving her an good welcome……..anyways I had a bit of courtesy n welcomed her n she was a bit happy to meet sum 1 on orkut n she thanked me.later she told me her name was anu.n tat was how far it went wen she had to log off…… but sahana was still shown offline………….
After tat it was lunch time……. Headed straight back home n den went to tuitions….
After returnin at 5 I was very busy ………. I came online n neva chatted wid any1. after sallah wen I came online on gtalk maddy was all praises for my timing , I was happy but she was sarcastic abt my timing coz she was just bout to log off…….
Anyways she went offline den I chatted wid vikram who very sadly had a bad throat n was evidently weak n his replies were takin a long time in coming….
But den meanwhile wasim logged in n I sadi hi n waited for his reply…. Since I m changing I tot it wud symbolic to extend a hand of frndship to guy whom I neva considered worth……… anyways I apologetic abt ma behaviour n apologised to him n also he was all condoling n he had alook at ma blog……. N he was lik prasin for me doin a good job(personally donno wat sh** is der in this blog) …… den I did sumtin which I tink will shock the entire sharda group of frnds I have……..
I apologised to ravi prakash sir for being arrogant…….. I guess I m trin to change my self so I tink u need a bit of blessings frm lecturers no matter how evil or bit**y dey r……….so it was symbolic of me appologisin for my behaviour in coll.but I told him tat I was least srry widin my slef for wat I did, but frm lecturers point of view I appologise,……..
So tat really sums up my day coz den I went to Tazaj for inner n den I studied a bit.only 15mins……. N den crashed to sleep…….. b4 goin to sleep it seemed foreva .coz I was just floatin on tots abt ma apology to rp, after all wat I did was a show of retaliation to the bit**y money crazy institute…….. but den tat was an test of whether I cud kill the instincts of sajid n really b wat I want to b ------à a succesfull guy ,Sazi…….
GURU RESEMBLES MY ATTITUDE
02-02-2007
ha.. din bother to wake up early owin to the fact tat today was friday n i studied till 12:30am................. so woke up at 11am n den got ready ,i.e after havin a bath n all other regulars........and went to mosque at holidayinn!!!!!! and then a party was arranged for me the next week on thursday .......... wow holidayinn wid all doz americans n holand n belgium, n all othe white wash guys n deir wives!!!!!!! hehehehehe..lolz............ na. i don care bout gals anymore... except tat i make frnds wid em.............
den nothin else.came back frm mosque n crashed to sleep ./a long siesta frm 2pm till 6:30pm.. den woke up. had sum sweets nyeah started studyin well atleast tried to .........
den at n8. watched guru..n man does abhishek's attitude in guru resemble mine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
probably i will b a succesfull lik guru in ma own real life.
ha.. din bother to wake up early owin to the fact tat today was friday n i studied till 12:30am................. so woke up at 11am n den got ready ,i.e after havin a bath n all other regulars........and went to mosque at holidayinn!!!!!! and then a party was arranged for me the next week on thursday .......... wow holidayinn wid all doz americans n holand n belgium, n all othe white wash guys n deir wives!!!!!!! hehehehehe..lolz............ na. i don care bout gals anymore... except tat i make frnds wid em.............
den nothin else.came back frm mosque n crashed to sleep ./a long siesta frm 2pm till 6:30pm.. den woke up. had sum sweets nyeah started studyin well atleast tried to .........
den at n8. watched guru..n man does abhishek's attitude in guru resemble mine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
probably i will b a succesfull lik guru in ma own real life.
february is welcome!!!!!!!1 but smokin is not???
1-02-2007
well today i woke up early n came to office n den wat i did was kill sum time.... den again i had this pain sweepin thru the back of my head, and i bunked tution yet again........ in the evenin i den chatted wid maddy who was suprisingly online today on thursday...... den as i was chattin ather turned up but den as usal i got urgent work n ather went offline........... tat idiot!!!!!!hehehehe.he is a great frnd......... anyways then maddy who had gone thru my blog was upset tat i was still smokin(atleast she sounded tat way)!!!! so i promised her tat i will quit n i guess i will have to quit it.........
and i have sewt myself a deadline to quit............n i m sure i shall abide by tat time........anywasy after chattin she went offline to have dinner n i went offline to ma flat to start studyinm................ n i went tru wid physics....... den had dinner n crashed to the world of dreams by 1:30am(2-02-2007)
well today i woke up early n came to office n den wat i did was kill sum time.... den again i had this pain sweepin thru the back of my head, and i bunked tution yet again........ in the evenin i den chatted wid maddy who was suprisingly online today on thursday...... den as i was chattin ather turned up but den as usal i got urgent work n ather went offline........... tat idiot!!!!!!hehehehe.he is a great frnd......... anyways then maddy who had gone thru my blog was upset tat i was still smokin(atleast she sounded tat way)!!!! so i promised her tat i will quit n i guess i will have to quit it.........
and i have sewt myself a deadline to quit............n i m sure i shall abide by tat time........anywasy after chattin she went offline to have dinner n i went offline to ma flat to start studyinm................ n i went tru wid physics....... den had dinner n crashed to the world of dreams by 1:30am(2-02-2007)
old times!!!!!!!! were dey sweet or sour??????
31-01-2007I GUESS I WOKE UP TO A GOOD DAY N STARTED IT BAD BY PONDERING OVER WAT I DID IN SHARADA……… ALSO SINCE I HAD MSGED ANURADHA MAAM N EVEN TAT RAVIPRAKASH SIR, IT REMINDED ME OF THE OLD TIMES……. WELL ANURADHA MAAM WAS BETTER CHATTIN WID N SHE WAS ACTUALLY COOL…. BUT THIS GUY RP COMES ONLINE AFTER I LOG OFF N SCRAPS ME TELLIN TAT HE CAN RECOGNISE ME JUST BY MA POOR STYLE………..LOLZ……… HE HAD A STYLE N I APPRECIATE IT BUT NOT HIS JOKES WHICH WUD EVEN HARLY B RATED A PJ DEZ DAYS….IT REMINDED ME OF THE TIMES WEN THIS GUY WUD ALWAYS KEEP STARING AT ME IN CLASS TO MAKE ME REALISE TAT HE HAD HIS EYES ON ME AND AN MISCHEIF WUDNT GO UNNOTICED UNDER HIS VEIW………. BUT DEVIL STANDS PROOF TO THE FACT OF WAT ME N MA FRNDS DID UNDER HIS VERY PESKY NOSE. :DANYWAYS I TRIED TO FORGET TAT N DEN I SUFFERED AN OTHER SERIOUS MISERABLE NUT CRACKIN HEADACHE…..(TOO MUCH OF A DESCRIPTION:p)… HAD A GOOD NAP AFTER AN EXCELLENT LUNCH N DEN DID SUM GOOD SELLING ………AFTER ALL TAT HEADED STRAIGHT HOME AT 8:30pm ITSELF AND STARTED RITIN PHYSICS IMP DERIVATIONS.STATRED WID EASY ONES FROM RADIOACTIVE DECAY AND BOHRS ATOM MODEL……………..AFTER TAT HAD ANOTHER GOOD MEAL N OFF I M GOIN TO SLEEP……. MAN M I GROWIN FAT N BULKY OR WAT?????????? L………….
nightmare ->awakens me..
30-01-2007
WELL TODAY I WOKE UP TO A NIGHTMARE…. GUESS WAT IT WAS?/ DER IN ONLY ONE TIN I FEAR THE MOST AN TAT IS THE RE-EXAM. I WAS BACK IN COLL AS IT WAS THE CENTER N IT WAS PHYSICS N AS SOON AS I ENTERED I JUST FORGOT EVERYTIN N SUM QUESTIONS WERE STARIN BACK AT ME AS IF IT WER ENGLISH N I WERE LATIN…..I WOKE UP AS SOONS AS I COULD SO TAT THE NIGHTMARE WUD END BUT AFTER I WOKE SUM OF THE TOTS TAT WERE RUNNIN THRU MY MIND WERE ABT MANORAMA N ALL MOST ALL THE LECTURERS ACTING LIKE BIT****…
AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH………. MAKES ME PUKE..ANYWAYS WOKE UP AND REALISED IT WAS 5:30AM.. SINCE MA DAD HAD TO GO FOR COMPANIES PURCHASING AT JEDDAH WE HAD TO LEAVE EARLY SO V LEFT FOR OFFICE BY 6:30AM N DEN I STAYED AT D OFFICE AS MA DAD MADE THE TRIP……..
ANYWAYS IT WAS BORING EXCEPT FOR TE TIN AIR I HAD THANX TO DAVID!!!
ANYWAYS DEN HAD A CHAT WID ABHI N HIS EX- RHEA…… SHE LOOKED A BIT PISSED OFF COZ ABHI BROKE THE NEWS TO HER TAT HE HAD SEEN HER BF WID SUM OTHER GAL AT TIT-BITS(DXB)!!!!!
DEN I SOLD SUM CABLE TO D CUSTOMER FOR A LOSS OF 110 RIYALS…SO I M TRIN TO MAKE UP TAT CASH……….. DEN WENT HOME EARLY BY 9PM..COZ MA DAD WULD REACH HOM,E ONLY BY 1:30AM…… D COMPANY PARTNER DROPPED ME HOME DEN I HAD DINNER(BUQARI RICE N CHICKEN BARBEQUE)……
AFTER TAT WATCHED AL-JAZEERA N DEN I CRASHED TO SLEEP…….HOPE IT WILL B A GOOD MORNIN TOMMOROW…..
WELL TODAY I WOKE UP TO A NIGHTMARE…. GUESS WAT IT WAS?/ DER IN ONLY ONE TIN I FEAR THE MOST AN TAT IS THE RE-EXAM. I WAS BACK IN COLL AS IT WAS THE CENTER N IT WAS PHYSICS N AS SOON AS I ENTERED I JUST FORGOT EVERYTIN N SUM QUESTIONS WERE STARIN BACK AT ME AS IF IT WER ENGLISH N I WERE LATIN…..I WOKE UP AS SOONS AS I COULD SO TAT THE NIGHTMARE WUD END BUT AFTER I WOKE SUM OF THE TOTS TAT WERE RUNNIN THRU MY MIND WERE ABT MANORAMA N ALL MOST ALL THE LECTURERS ACTING LIKE BIT****…
AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH………. MAKES ME PUKE..ANYWAYS WOKE UP AND REALISED IT WAS 5:30AM.. SINCE MA DAD HAD TO GO FOR COMPANIES PURCHASING AT JEDDAH WE HAD TO LEAVE EARLY SO V LEFT FOR OFFICE BY 6:30AM N DEN I STAYED AT D OFFICE AS MA DAD MADE THE TRIP……..
ANYWAYS IT WAS BORING EXCEPT FOR TE TIN AIR I HAD THANX TO DAVID!!!
ANYWAYS DEN HAD A CHAT WID ABHI N HIS EX- RHEA…… SHE LOOKED A BIT PISSED OFF COZ ABHI BROKE THE NEWS TO HER TAT HE HAD SEEN HER BF WID SUM OTHER GAL AT TIT-BITS(DXB)!!!!!
DEN I SOLD SUM CABLE TO D CUSTOMER FOR A LOSS OF 110 RIYALS…SO I M TRIN TO MAKE UP TAT CASH……….. DEN WENT HOME EARLY BY 9PM..COZ MA DAD WULD REACH HOM,E ONLY BY 1:30AM…… D COMPANY PARTNER DROPPED ME HOME DEN I HAD DINNER(BUQARI RICE N CHICKEN BARBEQUE)……
AFTER TAT WATCHED AL-JAZEERA N DEN I CRASHED TO SLEEP…….HOPE IT WILL B A GOOD MORNIN TOMMOROW…..
another day goes by an am feelin the pressure
29-01-2007
WELL TODAY, I did nothing unusual except go to the tution….also I had a bad headache even today……………
Den came back frm tution n logged on to the net……….. den chatted wid sah… n maddy of course……………….
Both of them were bored n I was also bored so der was nothing special in the conversations……..(as if der wud have been sumtin if dey weren’t bored?)lolz……..
Anyways chatted n den I went for prayer and came back n widin 15mins both dez logged off n I was back to my usual business finding sum bakra for time pass..but din find any L !!!!!!!!!! btw I was foolin around wid my ciggi pack in ma bag n was saved by the nick of time ….coz ma dad just entered the room n by then I had just put the packs in ma cargo’s……………………………….
After dat went for dinner to mcdonalds n den straight off to our flat again n had to catch sleep early coz dad has to leave early tomorrow to Jeddah unlike me who will b in the office havin an other round of fag!!!!!
WELL TODAY, I did nothing unusual except go to the tution….also I had a bad headache even today……………
Den came back frm tution n logged on to the net……….. den chatted wid sah… n maddy of course……………….
Both of them were bored n I was also bored so der was nothing special in the conversations……..(as if der wud have been sumtin if dey weren’t bored?)lolz……..
Anyways chatted n den I went for prayer and came back n widin 15mins both dez logged off n I was back to my usual business finding sum bakra for time pass..but din find any L !!!!!!!!!! btw I was foolin around wid my ciggi pack in ma bag n was saved by the nick of time ….coz ma dad just entered the room n by then I had just put the packs in ma cargo’s……………………………….
After dat went for dinner to mcdonalds n den straight off to our flat again n had to catch sleep early coz dad has to leave early tomorrow to Jeddah unlike me who will b in the office havin an other round of fag!!!!!
MISUNDERSTANDING AS USUAL
28-01-2007
SOME TIMES I WONDER IF THE GAL WHOM I LOVE IS A BIT NUT…
my FRND HAD TO RETURN TO ME 1000BUCKS+…….. N HE OWNS A MOBILE SHOP, I ASKED HIM TO RECHARGE MY FRNDS MOBILE AS I DIN NEED THE MONEY NOW TAT ALL MY CRISIS IS OVER,
SO I GAVE HIM 6NOS TO RECHARGE N ONE AMONG THOSE WAS HER NO.
SO SHE MSG’S ME IN THE MORNING SAYIN SHE DOESN’T WANT RECHARGE N STUFF,SO I SAID HER SRRY BUT SHE WAS NOT THE ONLY PERSON WHOSE MOBILE WAS RECHARGED!!!!!!
ANYWAYS SHE DOESN’T LIK TO UNDERSTAND, SHE ALWAYS LIKES TO MISUNDERSTAND ME IN ANYTIN N EVERYTIN TAT I DO……..
ANYWAYS, LATER AT NOON I HAD A SEVERE HEADACHE SO I HAD TO BUNK TUTION, N I HAD A GOOD LONG NAP FRM 2:30PM TILL 5:30PM…… AND LATER WOKE UP N CAM TO THE OFFICE , WENT ONLINE N CHATTED WID MY 3 BEST FRNDS……
ANYWAYS AFTER DAT WENT HOME………HAD A LIGHT DINNER N THEN TRIED TO STUDY FOR SUM TIME.N DEN CRASHED MY WAY INTO THE DREAM LAND………
SOME TIMES I WONDER IF THE GAL WHOM I LOVE IS A BIT NUT…
my FRND HAD TO RETURN TO ME 1000BUCKS+…….. N HE OWNS A MOBILE SHOP, I ASKED HIM TO RECHARGE MY FRNDS MOBILE AS I DIN NEED THE MONEY NOW TAT ALL MY CRISIS IS OVER,
SO I GAVE HIM 6NOS TO RECHARGE N ONE AMONG THOSE WAS HER NO.
SO SHE MSG’S ME IN THE MORNING SAYIN SHE DOESN’T WANT RECHARGE N STUFF,SO I SAID HER SRRY BUT SHE WAS NOT THE ONLY PERSON WHOSE MOBILE WAS RECHARGED!!!!!!
ANYWAYS SHE DOESN’T LIK TO UNDERSTAND, SHE ALWAYS LIKES TO MISUNDERSTAND ME IN ANYTIN N EVERYTIN TAT I DO……..
ANYWAYS, LATER AT NOON I HAD A SEVERE HEADACHE SO I HAD TO BUNK TUTION, N I HAD A GOOD LONG NAP FRM 2:30PM TILL 5:30PM…… AND LATER WOKE UP N CAM TO THE OFFICE , WENT ONLINE N CHATTED WID MY 3 BEST FRNDS……
ANYWAYS AFTER DAT WENT HOME………HAD A LIGHT DINNER N THEN TRIED TO STUDY FOR SUM TIME.N DEN CRASHED MY WAY INTO THE DREAM LAND………
why do i still love her???
26-01-2007
Well I had made two calls yesterday both were more tatn an hour each but 1 cost way too much n the other din cost much but 75riyals only……….
Well , I guess I lost my way yesterday .. it happened wen ma dad called up n told me tat some gal had called to ma cell(actually its ma dad’s)………so I was surprised n I had no idea who it cud have been n suddenly I donno how but I knew tat it was HER(coz prolly at the bottom of ma heart I wanted Her to call me up)…….
Anyways I called her and spoke for 1hour 18mins plus……….. imagine tat for a international call………………………… I donno but I neva felt lik dropping the call at any point of time………….. well sum say tat if a gal calls u up suddenly for no evident reason den u gotta b happy, but in my case its lik I can neva trust or tink wat is goin thru her mind……… I feel ashamed tat I lost my way wen I heard her voice……I was nervous yet I had a conversation going on for an hour and a quarter……I was flirtin wid her n I even told her so…n she din want to talk abt tat !!!!!!!! I donno wat I was feelin at tat time but surely I was not feelin wat I was feelin b4 I called her up…ma attitude changed……. I m changing my attitude n even ma attitude abt love but der I totally lost ma way………….
Prolly tats y true love is called so. i belive tat I loved only one gal truly and its her…n I will do anytin not to hurt her…………. N prolly tats the reason I avoided her a lot coz I cant hold back ma feelings for long n I don’t want to hurt her wen I tell her ma feelings directly……………………………..
But the very nxt day tat is today the telecom company had the courtesy to send the bill coz ma call crossed the 100riyal mark(134.84 riyals axactly), dey faxed the bill n ma dad n the company partners were lik who the hell did ya call lik tat…….. ma dad immediately took out his cell n saw the no. n said tat tat was the same no.the Gal had called………… so much for talking ova the phone………. But luckily I don have to pay much for it except tat my salary will b deducted ………. Great deal :P ……..hehehehehehee…but I really feel happy tat she doesn’t hate me ………… I don care if she loves me or not , as long as she is my frnd…..but she will always b der in my heart ……..
Anyways gotta end this topic coz ,she mit end up reading this n I will get screwed for no good reason!!!!!!!!!
Well I had made two calls yesterday both were more tatn an hour each but 1 cost way too much n the other din cost much but 75riyals only……….
Well , I guess I lost my way yesterday .. it happened wen ma dad called up n told me tat some gal had called to ma cell(actually its ma dad’s)………so I was surprised n I had no idea who it cud have been n suddenly I donno how but I knew tat it was HER(coz prolly at the bottom of ma heart I wanted Her to call me up)…….
Anyways I called her and spoke for 1hour 18mins plus……….. imagine tat for a international call………………………… I donno but I neva felt lik dropping the call at any point of time………….. well sum say tat if a gal calls u up suddenly for no evident reason den u gotta b happy, but in my case its lik I can neva trust or tink wat is goin thru her mind……… I feel ashamed tat I lost my way wen I heard her voice……I was nervous yet I had a conversation going on for an hour and a quarter……I was flirtin wid her n I even told her so…n she din want to talk abt tat !!!!!!!! I donno wat I was feelin at tat time but surely I was not feelin wat I was feelin b4 I called her up…ma attitude changed……. I m changing my attitude n even ma attitude abt love but der I totally lost ma way………….
Prolly tats y true love is called so. i belive tat I loved only one gal truly and its her…n I will do anytin not to hurt her…………. N prolly tats the reason I avoided her a lot coz I cant hold back ma feelings for long n I don’t want to hurt her wen I tell her ma feelings directly……………………………..
But the very nxt day tat is today the telecom company had the courtesy to send the bill coz ma call crossed the 100riyal mark(134.84 riyals axactly), dey faxed the bill n ma dad n the company partners were lik who the hell did ya call lik tat…….. ma dad immediately took out his cell n saw the no. n said tat tat was the same no.the Gal had called………… so much for talking ova the phone………. But luckily I don have to pay much for it except tat my salary will b deducted ………. Great deal :P ……..hehehehehehee…but I really feel happy tat she doesn’t hate me ………… I don care if she loves me or not , as long as she is my frnd…..but she will always b der in my heart ……..
Anyways gotta end this topic coz ,she mit end up reading this n I will get screwed for no good reason!!!!!!!!!
WHY DO I SMOKE.. READ TO FIND OUT
25-1-2007
srry guys n gals ofcourse.i.e if u r reading this blog..........
i m srry coz i cudnt blog yesterday ova here........anyways i tot i cud smoke yesterday,which i cudnt.anyways i m not bothered...coz i m not a die hard smoker anymore as i used to b...but cudnt hold back frm smokin today.........
coz ma dad is out n m all alone ova here........i have got a very touchin relationship wid ciggi...coz it was this long rolled piece of papper tat was by ma side during my most lonely ,lost n dissapointed times.........
i neva got the gal i liked....the gal i liked was no beauty queen or anytin, but for me she was a very importatnt person...i cant tell whether she knew abt my likin or not but i will alwasy lik her......... i din bother to msg her or call her up for nearly 4months now not tat i hate her but i don wanna bother her nor do i want to relive m,y sad memories.but i had the courtesy to msg her on new years day n one other day.......
anyways to all doz who don lik me smokin,i m srry.......... but der is dis bond wid ciggi i share during my most needed times....n i don betray companions(person or things)at any point in my life...i am always a guy lovin those who love me ,n give ma life for their sake but guess dey won ask it...(coz no1 is eva gonna lik me
:-(
anyways nothin special here except for a pack of davidoff n marlboro red in the poket of ma cargo's..........
HEHEHEHE,.
anyways i planned to quit smokin ........but i tink the bond will b everlastin......
n 1 more ting................ neva fall in love unless u belive tat person can love u.....
srry guys n gals ofcourse.i.e if u r reading this blog..........
i m srry coz i cudnt blog yesterday ova here........anyways i tot i cud smoke yesterday,which i cudnt.anyways i m not bothered...coz i m not a die hard smoker anymore as i used to b...but cudnt hold back frm smokin today.........
coz ma dad is out n m all alone ova here........i have got a very touchin relationship wid ciggi...coz it was this long rolled piece of papper tat was by ma side during my most lonely ,lost n dissapointed times.........
i neva got the gal i liked....the gal i liked was no beauty queen or anytin, but for me she was a very importatnt person...i cant tell whether she knew abt my likin or not but i will alwasy lik her......... i din bother to msg her or call her up for nearly 4months now not tat i hate her but i don wanna bother her nor do i want to relive m,y sad memories.but i had the courtesy to msg her on new years day n one other day.......
anyways to all doz who don lik me smokin,i m srry.......... but der is dis bond wid ciggi i share during my most needed times....n i don betray companions(person or things)at any point in my life...i am always a guy lovin those who love me ,n give ma life for their sake but guess dey won ask it...(coz no1 is eva gonna lik me
:-(
anyways nothin special here except for a pack of davidoff n marlboro red in the poket of ma cargo's..........
HEHEHEHE,.
anyways i planned to quit smokin ........but i tink the bond will b everlastin......
n 1 more ting................ neva fall in love unless u belive tat person can love u.....
yet another day.. :( :(
Well today was an “ok” day!!!!!!!!!!! I finally wrote or composed a poem u can say.
Well its nothing much but abt the tins I have faced in a simple but strong language….
A reader other dan me wont feel wat it means but ask me n I will tell ya tat every word tat expresses a feeling in tat poem has got a story n moral behind it……
I have posted it here also…c the post below this 1!!!!!!!
Anyways forget tat,
Comin to today ,
It was not an eventful day……….din do anytin except hog mutton biryani :D
And yeah gave ma passport to the prince to extend ma stay here in Saudi L
Nothing much here, waitin for jean’s(ma best frnd)reply…..
Anyways ma dad going out to Jeddah tomorrow, so like last week prolly I wil get another chance to fag imported davidoff’s…….. I am not a addict anymore…infact I m going to quit ciggi soon………..
Anyways all doz whom I promised tat I will quit smoking , I m sure I will abide by it………
Well its nothing much but abt the tins I have faced in a simple but strong language….
A reader other dan me wont feel wat it means but ask me n I will tell ya tat every word tat expresses a feeling in tat poem has got a story n moral behind it……
I have posted it here also…c the post below this 1!!!!!!!
Anyways forget tat,
Comin to today ,
It was not an eventful day……….din do anytin except hog mutton biryani :D
And yeah gave ma passport to the prince to extend ma stay here in Saudi L
Nothing much here, waitin for jean’s(ma best frnd)reply…..
Anyways ma dad going out to Jeddah tomorrow, so like last week prolly I wil get another chance to fag imported davidoff’s…….. I am not a addict anymore…infact I m going to quit ciggi soon………..
Anyways all doz whom I promised tat I will quit smoking , I m sure I will abide by it………
A POEM TO DESCRIBE WAT I BEEN THORUGH!!
WELL I M RITIN A POEM AFTER 5YEARS NEARLY..THE LAST TIME I WROTE A POEM IT WAS WEN I WAS IN 8TH grade.
I M NOT VERY GOOD AT RITIN POEMS....... SO PLZ GIVE ME UR COMMENTS ON HOW TO RIT BETTER.....
I FEEL LOST WITH NO DIRECTIONS!!
I am alone,
In a world of billions;
I am sad,
In a world with entertainers.
Betrayed by friends,
I walk alone.
Whom to trust,
Me nor none shall know!
Many need directions, just like me,
But never fine one, just like me.
Friends beside them
Dispose ‘em at dead ends,
And disposed feel lost, just like me.
I know, I am here for a deed,
But I realise not.
I am lost,
Like a ghost with neither direction nor life!
Time shall show many a path,
But fate alone shall this decide the path.
Then, I shall smile,
But who knows,
If my eyes are CLOSED
As I SMILE.
------by Sazi------
I M NOT VERY GOOD AT RITIN POEMS....... SO PLZ GIVE ME UR COMMENTS ON HOW TO RIT BETTER.....
I FEEL LOST WITH NO DIRECTIONS!!
I am alone,
In a world of billions;
I am sad,
In a world with entertainers.
Betrayed by friends,
I walk alone.
Whom to trust,
Me nor none shall know!
Many need directions, just like me,
But never fine one, just like me.
Friends beside them
Dispose ‘em at dead ends,
And disposed feel lost, just like me.
I know, I am here for a deed,
But I realise not.
I am lost,
Like a ghost with neither direction nor life!
Time shall show many a path,
But fate alone shall this decide the path.
Then, I shall smile,
But who knows,
If my eyes are CLOSED
As I SMILE.
------by Sazi------
thank u lara!!! reminds me off FRND INEED IS A FRND INDEED!!!!! ;)
22-01-2007
WELL THIS ENTRY IS OR LARA….TO THANK HER…(not using her real name to avoid consequences )…….well she wil know wen she reads this……..
Thank u for ur kind words n encouraging words as well…….
Most of the tins u said abt the things in the past tat have made me realise my mistake were absolutely rit…………
Well u sadi tat I rit well??????/ lozl……… well only 1 other person said tat widout trin to make me happy or anytin and tat was my English mam in school Mrs Usha mam…..n now tat u said it……….u among tose few special frnds……..
Once again Thank u for ur kind words!!!!!
Anyways going toward ma everyday story first of lemme appologise to all doz who read ma blog(none of course) for ma absence in here….actually owes to this anti spamm tingy of blogspot which banned me coz I was lik a bot..lolz………
Anyways……
Had sum testing time in tution…wer I got thrown out for allegedly staring at a gal in burqa n makin her feel insecure…..
Wat actually happened was I was wonderin wat kinda specimen tat gal in burqa was tat she changed the classroom coz I went in………..lolz imao…….. she neva gonna end up wid higher educations for sure……….(actually I m cursin).hehehehe.but den I plainly argued wid the teacher(tats wat dey call em here)…….tat I was not doin anytin wrong and tat givin tuitions wid family visa is a crime in Saudi for which a penalty of 5000riyals is imposed………
Tats why the tution teachers reluctantly had to keep me in……….
I din wanna quit coz this is the first time I felt lik studying an at home I don have much interest so I opted for tution wer I will fell likstudyin on ma own………
Anyways nothing else ova here……….
Thankin lara for being wid me for chat for sum time and consollin me..thank u.. ;)…….
WELL THIS ENTRY IS OR LARA….TO THANK HER…(not using her real name to avoid consequences )…….well she wil know wen she reads this……..
Thank u for ur kind words n encouraging words as well…….
Most of the tins u said abt the things in the past tat have made me realise my mistake were absolutely rit…………
Well u sadi tat I rit well??????/ lozl……… well only 1 other person said tat widout trin to make me happy or anytin and tat was my English mam in school Mrs Usha mam…..n now tat u said it……….u among tose few special frnds……..
Once again Thank u for ur kind words!!!!!
Anyways going toward ma everyday story first of lemme appologise to all doz who read ma blog(none of course) for ma absence in here….actually owes to this anti spamm tingy of blogspot which banned me coz I was lik a bot..lolz………
Anyways……
Had sum testing time in tution…wer I got thrown out for allegedly staring at a gal in burqa n makin her feel insecure…..
Wat actually happened was I was wonderin wat kinda specimen tat gal in burqa was tat she changed the classroom coz I went in………..lolz imao…….. she neva gonna end up wid higher educations for sure……….(actually I m cursin).hehehehe.but den I plainly argued wid the teacher(tats wat dey call em here)…….tat I was not doin anytin wrong and tat givin tuitions wid family visa is a crime in Saudi for which a penalty of 5000riyals is imposed………
Tats why the tution teachers reluctantly had to keep me in……….
I din wanna quit coz this is the first time I felt lik studying an at home I don have much interest so I opted for tution wer I will fell likstudyin on ma own………
Anyways nothing else ova here……….
Thankin lara for being wid me for chat for sum time and consollin me..thank u.. ;)…….
another day lively thanx to ma frnd jeann
7-01-2006
An other sad noon in tuitions after a wonderful day in the office…oh prolly I din tell ya ma tuition timings(2:30pm to 4:30pm)……….man it sux for 2 hours but atleast I get a chance to study for two hours completely ;)……………..
After the tution I found a place wer I cud prolly smoke the first ciggi in ova two months….but then the smell factor sends shiver down ma spine coz if I got ba ma dad, I can say ma prayers to thyself(lol) and forget comin to India o even continuing ma education…………
Now forget the borin tuitions ,
In the morning at office I made 50bucks for myself within 15mins which is 550 rupess,I cant imagine of makin such cash in 15mins in India except by selling drugs!!!!!!(man I am not gonna do tat….don wrry Sazitude™ doesn’t suit drug peddling) ……..
Anyways after dusk I chatted wid ma best online frnd n prolly the best frnd in ma life whom I can trust ,Jeannette………. Na I m not flirtin wid her pals, she is ma best frnd tats all, n I prolly cant flirt wid her coz she is in mexico so its just a frnd but a very gud frnd…….
And after the chat I was prolly happy n everytin else went rit to the point tat I got an p.o(purchace order) worth 7500 riyals in which ma profit sum up to 350riyals….so its not a bad order frm ma point o view !!!!!!!!!! nice prolly I m a bit more organised(still not organised)ifnot mayb better tan wat I was b4 after workin here for 2months n so……………..
Anyways the n8 was gud except tat it was chillin even widthin the confines o ma blanket….anyways
Thanx for reading
An other sad noon in tuitions after a wonderful day in the office…oh prolly I din tell ya ma tuition timings(2:30pm to 4:30pm)……….man it sux for 2 hours but atleast I get a chance to study for two hours completely ;)……………..
After the tution I found a place wer I cud prolly smoke the first ciggi in ova two months….but then the smell factor sends shiver down ma spine coz if I got ba ma dad, I can say ma prayers to thyself(lol) and forget comin to India o even continuing ma education…………
Now forget the borin tuitions ,
In the morning at office I made 50bucks for myself within 15mins which is 550 rupess,I cant imagine of makin such cash in 15mins in India except by selling drugs!!!!!!(man I am not gonna do tat….don wrry Sazitude™ doesn’t suit drug peddling) ……..
Anyways after dusk I chatted wid ma best online frnd n prolly the best frnd in ma life whom I can trust ,Jeannette………. Na I m not flirtin wid her pals, she is ma best frnd tats all, n I prolly cant flirt wid her coz she is in mexico so its just a frnd but a very gud frnd…….
And after the chat I was prolly happy n everytin else went rit to the point tat I got an p.o(purchace order) worth 7500 riyals in which ma profit sum up to 350riyals….so its not a bad order frm ma point o view !!!!!!!!!! nice prolly I m a bit more organised(still not organised)ifnot mayb better tan wat I was b4 after workin here for 2months n so……………..
Anyways the n8 was gud except tat it was chillin even widthin the confines o ma blanket….anyways
Thanx for reading
tutions :(
6-01-2007
I joined a tuition here (infact ,forced to join by ma dad)……Anyways, tat is sad but wat is more sad is tat the students especially guys r as gud as dead !!!!I wonder why dey get deir f*** a** in der ???? man the teacher(tats wat dey call) was attendin a call n she was talikin so funnily wid her mom in India tat I cud resist laughing n the guys r lik awestruck n started murmuring amongst themselves abt me laughin behind the teachers back……….lolz…..i cant imagine a situation lik tat in mglor in ma coll or school !!!!!!! but den it was time for me to start pullin the leg o each one o those 6 guys by simply starin at em n them givin a wicked smile makin fun o them…..i tot 1 guy wud cry!!!!!!!!! Lolz…..they r all in 10th n 11th…… a shame on Indian school kids in Saudi Arabia ….luckily I shifted to India after completin ma 5th or else I wud have joined 1 o the nerd clubs…..(prolly joinin 1 wud have suited me rit,considering wat I m doin now)
I am not trin to say tat studin is bad o tat u shud make fun o the teacher ,but atleast learn to njoy the humourous poart o life atleast sumtimes…………
I cant blame these guys after all dey r in such an environment in Saudi……….
Ofcourse the gals r all cute n much active tan the guys but even dey don have the guts to giggle begind the lecturer.,,..(gals r in 8th n 7th only….,lik ma sisters dey r)
But frankly all this scrappy kids don’t suit the “Sazi™ trademark behaviour”™………….wat say?????????
Ma old pals??????????????? J
I joined a tuition here (infact ,forced to join by ma dad)……Anyways, tat is sad but wat is more sad is tat the students especially guys r as gud as dead !!!!I wonder why dey get deir f*** a** in der ???? man the teacher(tats wat dey call) was attendin a call n she was talikin so funnily wid her mom in India tat I cud resist laughing n the guys r lik awestruck n started murmuring amongst themselves abt me laughin behind the teachers back……….lolz…..i cant imagine a situation lik tat in mglor in ma coll or school !!!!!!! but den it was time for me to start pullin the leg o each one o those 6 guys by simply starin at em n them givin a wicked smile makin fun o them…..i tot 1 guy wud cry!!!!!!!!! Lolz…..they r all in 10th n 11th…… a shame on Indian school kids in Saudi Arabia ….luckily I shifted to India after completin ma 5th or else I wud have joined 1 o the nerd clubs…..(prolly joinin 1 wud have suited me rit,considering wat I m doin now)
I am not trin to say tat studin is bad o tat u shud make fun o the teacher ,but atleast learn to njoy the humourous poart o life atleast sumtimes…………
I cant blame these guys after all dey r in such an environment in Saudi……….
Ofcourse the gals r all cute n much active tan the guys but even dey don have the guts to giggle begind the lecturer.,,..(gals r in 8th n 7th only….,lik ma sisters dey r)
But frankly all this scrappy kids don’t suit the “Sazi™ trademark behaviour”™………….wat say?????????
Ma old pals??????????????? J
Friday, January 5, 2007
yet another day goes.its friday[:)
man today was friday (as if u din know):P but anyways woke at 10am got ready ,ironin an stuff and by 12noon left for mosque,den came back had lunch went to office to show all the accounts of the previous two months to the partners n the spouse........
and then logged into orkut to c tat no1 r much active dez dayz...........
nothin else plannin to go to durrat alaroos soon again
and then logged into orkut to c tat no1 r much active dez dayz...........
nothin else plannin to go to durrat alaroos soon again
Thursday, January 4, 2007
another day in saudi
ha................(exhausted)
yet another day comes as almost goes as if it were never a new day at all........
yes , from 9:00am today i have been in ma dad's office workin(i m 17 only ,part time job)and its been a normal day selling and maintaing records except for a damn keralite foreman of a company acting smart wid me.prolly taught him a good lesson"don mess wid ppl who have the mglor blood running in em"
ofcourse ma lunch was good wid the tajaz meals ,3 chicken pieces n kubooz wid french fries!!!!
forget the food part, but wat really keeps me going ova in this place which is as good as dead is the money tat i m earnin at this age, and ofcourse all ma frnds keepin in touch wid me through orkut really helps....
but i guess i donno wat else to blog.......... prolly gotta spice it up, will take time but it surely is gonna spice up soon........................
i m in saudi and i m gonna try play sum o ma small pranks hope i don get a free ticket back to mglor b4 ma intended date to return..........
guys, n ofcourse gals, ma english is getting worse..........[ :( ]
help me
yet another day comes as almost goes as if it were never a new day at all........
yes , from 9:00am today i have been in ma dad's office workin(i m 17 only ,part time job)and its been a normal day selling and maintaing records except for a damn keralite foreman of a company acting smart wid me.prolly taught him a good lesson"don mess wid ppl who have the mglor blood running in em"
ofcourse ma lunch was good wid the tajaz meals ,3 chicken pieces n kubooz wid french fries!!!!
forget the food part, but wat really keeps me going ova in this place which is as good as dead is the money tat i m earnin at this age, and ofcourse all ma frnds keepin in touch wid me through orkut really helps....
but i guess i donno wat else to blog.......... prolly gotta spice it up, will take time but it surely is gonna spice up soon........................
i m in saudi and i m gonna try play sum o ma small pranks hope i don get a free ticket back to mglor b4 ma intended date to return..........
guys, n ofcourse gals, ma english is getting worse..........[ :( ]
help me
another day in saudi
ha................(exhausted)
yet another day comes as almost goes as if it were never a new day at all........
yes , from 9:00am today i have been in ma dad's office workin(i m 17 only ,part time job)and its been a normal day selling and maintaing records except for a damn keralite foreman of a company acting smart wid me.prolly taught him a good lesson"don mess wid ppl who have the mglor blood running in em"
ofcourse ma lunch was good wid the tajaz meals ,3 chicken pieces n kubooz wid french fries!!!!
forget the food part, but wat really keeps me going ova in this place which is as good as dead is the money tat i m earnin at this age, and ofcourse all ma frnds keepin in touch wid me through orkut really helps....
but i guess i donno wat else to blog.......... prolly gotta spice it up, will take time but it surely is gonna spice up soon........................
i m in saudi and i m gonna try play sum o ma small pranks hope i don get a free ticket back to mglor b4 ma intended date to return..........
guys, n ofcourse gals, ma english is getting worse..........[ :( ]
help me
yet another day comes as almost goes as if it were never a new day at all........
yes , from 9:00am today i have been in ma dad's office workin(i m 17 only ,part time job)and its been a normal day selling and maintaing records except for a damn keralite foreman of a company acting smart wid me.prolly taught him a good lesson"don mess wid ppl who have the mglor blood running in em"
ofcourse ma lunch was good wid the tajaz meals ,3 chicken pieces n kubooz wid french fries!!!!
forget the food part, but wat really keeps me going ova in this place which is as good as dead is the money tat i m earnin at this age, and ofcourse all ma frnds keepin in touch wid me through orkut really helps....
but i guess i donno wat else to blog.......... prolly gotta spice it up, will take time but it surely is gonna spice up soon........................
i m in saudi and i m gonna try play sum o ma small pranks hope i don get a free ticket back to mglor b4 ma intended date to return..........
guys, n ofcourse gals, ma english is getting worse..........[ :( ]
help me
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